Lost

I really don’t know how to make it work anymore. I don’t know how I can be what you want me to be, and you can be what I need you to be. I used to think we had it all, we had it better. I know you are upset, I know I am upset. What do we do? Where do we go? How do we get around this?
Somewhere we fell into this little routine, even though neither one of us likes it. How do we fix that? What do we do?
Do you notice when I cry? I know when you are upset, you stop talking to me, you are distant. Like you are now
It’s silly really, the reason that we fight. Do we spend too much time together? Is it because we just want spring and summer here so badly we are hardly surviving the winter?
Will we survive each other? Can we?
So what is the next step, what do we do from here?
Would it matter to you if I wasn’t here anymore? Would you rather I am just gone?
Do I intentionally upset you just to get something out of you? Some type of acknowledgement from you? Some kind of emotion?
I miss a lot of things about you; I miss the way I used to feel when we were together, how I couldn’t wait to see you again. I miss the passion we had. What happened to us? Where did WE go?
How do we get it back?

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