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birthday

only happens once a year mine friday will be 29 years 10,585 days ago i was born a brave terrified woman all alone she gave it all she could she tried to keep me she couldn't she had courage the kind of courage that makes you drive to another town with your baby girl in your arms and hand her over to a complete stranger i imagine her resolve with tears streaming down her cheeks saying i don't know how to do this anymore i want the best for her my baby girl but the best in not me no now so she gave me up in the greatest act of courage selflessness & love a mother can make then she drove away alone sad but a silent resolve that she did the right thing 29 years later does she think of me doe she hear someone laugh see a smile wonder if it's me if i saw you today courageous woman i would say thank you thank you for giving me love life hope all you could thank you for letting me go so friday might be my birthday but i will think of you i hope you know how special you are cou

Easter

Happy Easter worked all night so tired i could drop going to rest and relax think about the kids with their baskets full of goodies smiles sun memories

church

Religion was such an important of my life growing up... church sunday school choir christian school chapel bible camp profession of faith. I have been told I will go to hell I am not going to be allowed into heaven I am not welcome I am not accepted into the church that I have belonged to my entire life!! I haven't been able to go to church or think about church in 6 years because I have felt that they were right...they MUST be right. But then I realized... I am here for a reason I am here for a purpose I am somebody too I love I feel I believe Finally someone else does too.... www.faithinamerica.com visit them support them..they see the light for what it is We are all human beings, created for a purpose, created for a reason... what is your purpose~have you lived the life you were meant to live..or the one you thought they wanted you too... I made a decision I will make a stand I will be me.
What an amazing gift P!nk has given us today...how powerful is her talent and the courage to use it!! My Favorite song?! Dear Mr President... "What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?" WOW...thank you for saying it... I must admit a tear did come to my eyes when I heard that... I thought of a lot of friends, myself, many people to whom those words are our life story, we have lived that! What is happening here? Where is this country going? The country I served, was willing to give my life for, now in the hands of someone that would rather see me shamed, no rights and treated like less than 3rd rate citizens. Did we go through this before? Didn't we have the civil rights movement already? But did we ever really move anything? Or do we just want to appear that way?