So I have been doing a lot of thinking latley..not about anything specific just general things. Am I happy, am I doing what I love, am I where I am supposed to be in life...overall I am just sort of blah these days, not feelin the love if you know what I mean. I just overall feel somewhat unwanted or needed. Maybe it's the school thing, with being busy with that and not having our priorities straight so to speak. I just don't feel loved anymore, like I just exsist but not as a part of us anymore...I don't know, maybe I am just sleep deprived or low on oxygen or something, that is just how I feel these days.